I feel so misunderstood. I wish I was better at expressing my feelings and what I am going thru. I woke up this morning all puffy from crying. Dramatic I know. I have just been having a bad couple of days. I need a big hug from my baby girl but I had to come to work before she was awake.  She will be getting a big hug from me today when I get home.  I can't wait to see her smiling face!

On a brighter note we are hoping to go to Disneyland this October for Bailey's birthday. We will see if financially it is possible but I heard stories of a friend that recently took her family and I can't wait to see Bailey's face light up when she sees Disneyland for the first time!  I hope I can give that to her. I was actually thinking of working a 2nd part time job for a while to make sure that we could afford it.  I will have to look into that a little more.  It would only be for the summer and might be totally worth it!