Positive thoughts

Trying my best these days to have positive thoughts. I posted something on Facebook and now I regret it.  I just wanted to know if anyone knew of an opening for a part time job (in the evenings or weekends) and everyone goes off about how Brian needs to step up and start working.  These comments really upset me. Not only do most of these people have no idea about our sitiation,  these "friends" are judging Brian because WE decided it was best for him to stay home. When we first discussed having children we both decided that it would make more sense for me to work since I make a lot more per hour than he did.  With the price of daycare going up and up it doesn't make sense for him to work JUST to pay for daycare.  I would much rather struggle for a couple of years and have him at home with Bailey. I don't judge other people for choosing daycare for their child, so it really upsets me that people are judging our decisions. Everyone thinks that Brian is lazy, and that could partly be my fault.  I have vented to a couple of people when I was frustrated with his work ethic. I learned my lesson there too. I guess I can't vent to people without it coming back to bite me in the butt. All I want is for Bailey to experience Disneyland before we have another child. I want to see her face light up and see how excited she gets every step of the way.  I am willing to work my butt off for a couple of months if that means we can go. Brian is concerned that I am going to over work myself but honestly it is only for a couple of months and it will TOTALLY be worth it!  I have a couple of applications out for pizza delivery and retail so we will see if anyone calls in the next couple of days.  I am hoping to start ASAP so I can start saving now!